I know I haven’t blogged for a long time, I’ve had my exams and have had no time to do anything but revise! I am hoping that this might be my last update on this blog, if I’m lucky. I feel a lot better within myself now, I know I’m not amazingly beautiful and that I’m not as thin as I’d like to be. But I have an amazing boyfriend who loves me more than I could ever deserve and the chance to start a new life if I pass my exams and move away to university.
I just want to say, to anyone who might be reading this who suffers with depression, I know that you’ll have heard it all before. I know it’s cliché. But it does get better. Find something that you want to achieve in life and reach for it. I wanted to move out of my home were I feel like I have never belonged. I worked hard and I may possibly get to do that. Even if your goal is just to reach tomorrow without self harming and staying alive, then make that your daily goal. As long as you have something to achieve you have something to live for.
I honestly hope I never have to post on this blog again. And I know that sounds bad but this is my place where I release all my negative feelings and everything to do with my depression. And I never want to be in that place again. But if I am I know that I always are a place to come to.
Thank you to everyone who’s supported me through this. You mean more to me than you could ever know.
That’s it till next time 🙂
Gracethedisgrace, signing off
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